The more I say, "I am here,

I am present"

the more the target is fixed

Who knew that when I decided to stand still

it was an agreement to accept the angst of the aggrieved?

A disclaimer is needed, I set myself up, cried out

"Bring it on!"

Thinking I was ready

When all I wanted was to feel my feet

firmly on the ground

and hear the quiet of my breathing as I drifted off each night

satisfied that each day was filled 

with love and the intent to do good.